Sunday, July 27, 2008

So true, so true...

Birthday card seen at Barnes & Noble:

"Inside every older person is a younger person wondering what happened."

You wonder why that old guy is such a grouch? Well, it's not the old guy who is grouchy, it's the young guy who is trapped in an old body who is, understandably, ticked off at life for playing this cruel trick. That young guy in there is angry, and who wouldn't be, because now, after he has finally started to learn the rules of the game, he is suddenly too old to stay in the game. He's about to be sent to the showers, and he ain't ready yet.

So, the next time some old codger grumbles at you, just smile and say, quietly, "I understand, and I think it sucks also." It does help.

Saturday, July 19, 2008

The house on the corner

He tore down Mrs. Elder's house a couple weeks ago. "He" is the guy who lives behind my mother, and who is a (shudder) developer. My parents moved into their house slightly over 42 years ago. My father had a vision of himself as a country gentleman (on weekends) puttering around his estate, mowing the field and generally being the country squire. Unfortunately, he only got to enjoy his dream for three years before dying in an automobile accident. My mother, on the other hand, has been living there from the day they moved in. She remarried, and my step father lived there for about 17 years before dying himself in 1988. I lived on the property for the first five years of our ownership until I moved off to follow my own star. However, through all these years, the house on the corner has stood there, a welcome landmark telling us that home was only a few seconds away.

I call it "Mrs. Elder's house" even though she has been dead for decades. Mrs. Elder owned the house when we moved in next house down the road. She raised Springer Spaniels who sort of took over the property as she got older. The house itself was the oldest house in the immediate area. It was the original farmhouse for a huge swath of land. However, over the years (century plus) the succession of owners had sold off parcels until, when we moved in, Mrs. Elder was down to about 9 acres, and she could not spin off any more land since the zoning was then fixed at 10 acres. So, Mrs. Elder raised, and sold, Springer Spaniels. As she got older, and the walk to the kennels became more difficult, the dogs started living in the house. By the time her residency ended (I forget if she died or she was moved to a nursing home) the place was pretty rank.

However, maybe that was a blessing for the Rista's, the family who purchased the place and moved in about 30 years ago. When Mr. Rista bought the place, he must have been near 60. His kids we grown, although one daughter still lived at home. He and his wife were nice people who worked at cleaning the place up and making it livable. At least they did for the first 10 years or so. Then Mrs. Rista died. I don't think Mr. Rista ever really got over that. When his wife died, he sort of stopped taking care of the place. Of course, he was getting older too, and, I suppose, money was an issue. Anyhow, over the next 10 years, the place began to decay. The kennels started to sag, the barn leaned a little more to the right and nothing was painted...ever.

We would see Mr. Rista, a thin, small man taking his daily hike down the dirt road they lived on at least a couple times a week. We would wave at him, and he would wave back. And the house was still there, although it did look a tiny bit shabbier. Then about five or six years ago, we suddenly noticed that we hadn't seen Mr. Rista for a while. Inquiries were made, and it turned out that he had been moved to a nursing home. His son, who lives someplace in Arizona and his daughter, who now lives a couple miles away, were now in charge of the house. Well, she, for very good reasons, and he, for not so good reasons, did not much more than pay the quarterly taxes on the place. The deterioration of the house became more pronounced and began to accelerate. Gutters started to come loose, the porch sagged, then one corner gave up the fight and collapsed. Windows were broken and filled with plywood. The roof leaked. We all watched, and clucked our tongues, but there was nothing any of my family could do as none of us had a spare couple of million dollars hanging around.

Finally, this past spring, the daughter finally gave in and sold the place. But she sold it to the developer. Now, the house was in critical shape. In fact, it is possible that it was beyond saving, but I don't know that for certain. I do know that it was a Victorian farmhouse, which means it was close to 150 years old, and that the historic society should have been called in to do a survey. They weren't. The developer closed on the property, and within a week the bulldozers were on site. As far as I know, they didn't even attempt to salvage anything from any of the buildings. One day I went up to my Mom's for something, and the house was there are always, although there were all these large yellow machines parked in the field behind the barn. The next day, when I went back up to meet with some workmen at Mom's, the house was gone. The barn was still standing, but the house and kennels were gone. We thought the barn might survive, but even that hope was in vain. Now only a flat expanse of graded dirt covered by loose hay marks the corner. I know that within the next few months (or maybe next spring, but I wouldn't bet on him waiting that long) the foundations will go in and a new huge mansion, a paean to conspicuous consumption, will begin to rise on the site.

I will miss that old house.

Thursday, July 17, 2008

Online auctions

I am in the throes of an online auction for an HP laptop. The auction site is UBid.com. And I have learned a life lesson with this auction: don't participate in an auction where the auctioneer also holds a fiduciary interest in what is being auctioned. This auction was supposed to end 45 minutes ago, but Ubid keeps "extending" the time limit. Fucking assholes! I thought I was competing with other bidders, but, no, it seems that one of the active players is the auctioneer itself. This sucks so big time that I am almost speechless...almost, but not quite.

**Arrrggghhh** Unfortunately, the auction is now closed, and I seem to have purchased a laptop. Damn! Well, it is what I promised my son for his birthday, last month, so it is good that I finally got something for him that works. The Compaq I got on eBay turned out to not have a battery and the shell had some very strange ridges swirled around. (Possibly somebody thought this was a cool design: we all thought that something bad had happened to the machine. I sent it back and Jose has credited back to my credit card.) This machine is supposed to be factory refurbished so it should be in pretty good shape...and the description says that battery and a/c charger are included. So, it should be what my son and granddaughter need at this time.

OK, so, after the fact, I go and read the fine print. It turns out that they automatically extend the auction time if there is a bid made within the last three minutes. They keep extending the time until such time as there are no new bids within a three minute span. At which time the auction winds down, I guess. I think that policy sucks. It's like the stock exchange saying they will extend the trading day if there are any new bids or offers within 3 minutes of closing. That kind of bullshit totally changes the dynamics of the auction. Fixed goalposts at the end of the field define the game of football. The same should be true about an auction site. As it is, I will never...let me repeat that; never...go to uBid again. In fact, I will now go see if eBay has an equally egregious rule, and, if it does, I will drop my membership there as well.

'Nuff said...

Wednesday, July 09, 2008

Linux continued

I've been up in the North woods for the past five days, and while we do have cell phone service, that is the only utility we have at the cabin. The cabin was built in 1880, and it is surrounded by New York's Adirondack State Park. Consequently, the only way to get in is by boat or by hiking (which becomes difficult when you're bringing in a case of wine and 60 pounds of ice for the ice box.) There is no electricity, no plumbing, no...well, you get the idea. We get drinking water from a spring; we get washing water from the lake; we have an outhouse (use lots of lime) for that necessary; we have a wood stove in the kitchen and a charcoal grill outside. Light is via a bunch of Coleman lanterns and there is a big fireplace if it gets chilly. I do bring the laptop with me, but I use it basically as a notebook, and I keep it charged using Xantrex Technology's Powerpack 600hd. All of which is an explanation for why I haven't gotten much further with my Linux adventure.

My major concern with Linux is with the download/installation of software. I have been able to get a couple of packages loaded, but most of them end up languishing on my desktop because 1) I have no clue as to where they really should be placed (Linux has all these stock directories which are supposed to handle just about everything...and would if I could get past my Windows expectations.) Anyhow, while I can d/l and unzip applications in Windows without even thinking, in Linux doing this has become a problem. Like right now I want to install Flash v9 as a Firefox plugin and, although it runs and says that it is done, the newest version of Flash does not appear as a plugin. And now I have a Flickr downloader that I want to put in service, but I can't get it to work. And I am getting frustrated. And that is not good.

Tuesday, July 01, 2008

Linux redux 2

I've finally figured out how to install software in Linux. Well, let me immediately qualify that statement. I can now insall software that is available to the Synaptic package manager. Package manages in Linux find and download software and all the associated software tha program needs to work. Package managers are great for loading compiled packages; they are not so great for downloading stuff that is not compiled for Linux.

I also got a copy of Ubuntu 8.04 on a cd from Linux Magazine and did a full re-install. I wiped the Linux partition and started from scratch. However, I did save all my user files by uplading them to my Yahoo Briefcase. Once they were safe, I cleaned out the Kubuntu installation and did a full, clean install. The benefits were immediate. I find that I like the Gnome desktop, and that installing the KDE desktop just did not give me anything so compelling as to make me want to switch from Gnome. About the only thing I miss is the Amarok music player (which, although optimized for use with the KDE desktop, can be used with Gnome). I am still having trouble with the hibernate settings, but that is a minor, minor inconvenience.

The major benefit of the re-install has been the resurrection of my wireless card. For whatever reason, the native drive included in either the most recent itteration of the kernel (2.6.24.19) or Ubuntu (Hardy Heron:8.04) is working perfectly. I get reasonable connection speed and it connects to whichever network happens to be available whether that is my home network or someplace like where I am now: at the Subaru dealership waiting for my car to go through a scheduled service.

So, I am now almost 100% settled in to Linux. And that means that I am about to leave the "absoute beginner category and move up one rung on the user ladder. When I get to the rung above this one, when I become an "informed user", I will delete Vista from it's place on the Hard Drive and become a fully Linux user at least on this machine.